*missing*

Current situation of my mind is all about 'm i missing something in my life'?? Seem like i missing a part of memories, some pleasant disposition, or patience to somebody... I miss old type me, very peaceful person doesn't participate in any activity. I'm not myself anymore, me now scare to be alone.

HELP!!!!!!
i don't want to be like this~

baby TigeR iN 3mO..
=(